
From December 2008
Those of you who know me know I like to believe that I am ethnically Jewish. I truly believe that it is possible that I have Jewish blood and my family just doesn't know about it. It's not entirely impossible. We don't know the details of ALL our ancestry and my dad has really olive skin.
This longing came about when I was 10 years old. I always loved reading the Old Testament and was fascinated by Israel's festivals and practices. Then, one Easter, a group of Messianic Jews (those are people who are ethnically Jewish, but believe in Yeshua, or Jesus, as Messiah) visited my church and held a Passover meal. I was so fascinated by it (though not understanding all the religious implications and how it actually ties into the Gospel-NOW that I know that, I find it even more fascinating!), I decided I wanted to be Jewish...but still believe in Jesus.
I swept that under the rug for a while, but when Winter rolled around, I was out shopping with my mom when I spotted some dreidels for sale. I was 10, remember, and had no clue that Hanukkah was not actually one of the major Jewish Holy days. So, I convinced my mom to buy me a dreidel, learned how to play and then tried to get my friends to play with me. They thought I was weird.
Years later, this story amused my friend Katie so much that she bought me a t-shirt that says "Born to Dreidel." My obsession with wanting to be Jewish has inspired many a Hanukkah gifts from friends. This year, my dear friend Jame bought me something I've always wanted- a menorah! So, I decided this was the first year I would celebrate Hanukkah for real-even if I was alone (though my family put up with it and I think found it amusing).
Even though the Macabbeen Revolution is not found in canonized scripture, it is a historical event and I do believe God can make one day of oil miraculously last for eight days, so I see no danger in meditating on His goodness, provision and grace by celebrating Hanukkah.
Maybe this year I will research and celebrate all the Jewish holidays. Judaism is a part of Christian heritage and God has a purpose for each of the Jewish holidays-they in some way point to His character, redemption, and ultimately to Christ.